Sleepless Nights

Since my life came across that special person i haven't been able to sleep one whole night. The memories of  the nights on the phone and not wanting to hang up, i wish it was still like that. I can't sleep waiting for his call, this insomnia that hurts so much, that keeps me distant from real life, just waiting for him to pop. He no longer calls every night like he used to, and there's days i know nothing of him but i still stay awake all night just in case.. His voice comforted me, made me feel so special and loved, never got to see him and probably never will. We have been so close yet so far, we been face to face but our faces don't recall. I know I'm just another girl in his phone list, and i know i shouldn't feel this, I know this is little kids talk but how do i explain this to my heart? I cheek my phone every minute just to see he has not called... days pass and my heart drowns in agony and dis-pare.. One random text of him and i forget the pain, just to see his name blink in my screen. This crazy roller coaster is driving me insane. People keep asking whats wrong with me? and  the moods on my space says it all I'm going Loco for him and I? just another girl on his contact list. :(